Am I just a play doll only??

Finally I am sick already...from yesterday not feeling well at all..

after eat medicine,fever gone & back again..

HAiz...in school some more pity to me because today my face look sick in school but no people observe that I am sick already....sometime I will expect my friend will tell me something good like take care......

Some more today ask my friend something like talking to a big rock...

this sunday,I got 2 friends birthday,so I expect all my friends will clebrate with these two friends..I just know Sunday they got go but don't know who got go...haiz..they always last minutes then make choice -.-...after back from school,sms & ask my friend again...no reply =.=

don't know whether they will call me go or not??man I have to know already if they din call me then Sunday I will go Johor already....

sometime really feel that I am just a play doll in those girl friends(not GF)...got problem then ask me do that do this =.=...

if nothing then don't want talk to them,sometime I got try to find some topic to chat haiz...always no reponse especially those 5 flowers...

I also feel that some of girl friends like taking mask to be friend with me,once they don't need me then simply put me aside ...

one word to say....DISSAPOINTED....

never mind....as long they din't call me out,I can save my money & call my other friends go out with me

Today fever make me suffer until I cannot go tuition at all...dam...miss sejarah class...T.T because once you miss the sejarah class,it is hard to catch up .....

This time fever,I still got a little expect that some of my friends will sms & tell me something but in the end also nothing...This also make me dissapointed...

nothing to say to my friends already,just one word to them dissapointed...some more I still think maybe I dissapear ,they will more happy without me...

FEVER MAKE PEOPLE SUFFER

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FRIENDS MUST BE ALWAYS TAKE CARE TO EACH OTHER